Watermark and My Birthday!

Happy pills and ecstatic.



Losing my phone was surely was not a great way of celebrating the month of my birthday. What is fun is that, praise to god things have been improving. Beyond my league, anyways considering I was 'disturbed" a few months ago.

Instagram is my way of checking you after losing my phone. My previous phone held both good and bad memories. Meeting you, rejection, nonsensical arguments and my poetry. I was drowned in a pool of pride seeing your Insta photos with your new watermark. Edgy yet simple it is. I miss you.

18th. I turned a year older. A year with much more new experience waiting, I hope. I could not help but to think if any wishes was actually sent to me from you, knowing the fact that your sister's birthday is just two days apart from mine. My bias from EXO who shares the same month as me, Kim Jong Dae known as Chen is nailed onto my mind. Hard. His angular features reminded me of you. Your flashing and dazzling smile.

I miss you.
Your last day of school will be my nightmare.
A growl signalling me that you and I no longer have chance.
A poetry and a collage will be waiting for you.
It is for you to treasure it.
Safely in your heavenly boundaries that I long to be in.

Always a gem you are.
In the darkness shining my life.
Igniting every hope that is shuttered.

akurimaujambu