Almost Real
Lately things that I had secretly wished for is coming into reality; personal-wise. My train of thoughts are being appreciated but what scared me the most was my thought becoming verbal, raising my ideas into other's consideration which are often used to be a decision of something I consider major.
My advice being used is definitely not a norm. Almost awkward, I pleaded them to not involve me in any matter that is personal. Never a desire that is. I want to reach out to people but not in a manner where every single soul could know who I am. Frankly, I am comfortable being 'transparent'; people at school or the world not knowing me. I cannot be in the spotlight or like I wish to be so. It will be a nightmare. Confronting people, meeting people is something I refrain from.
What is almost real , a rhetorical question that I am uncertain of.
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