Mistake I Commited

Mistake I Commited

To be honest, everyone would have commited a mistake in the past. But this time, as I reflect upon it, it seems to be a silly or regretful one. Despite that I am grateful for its happening since that made me who I am now.

People thought they helped to change me, but no. It is not the incident that acquired me to change, it is the embodiment of it; respecting others.

Growing up I was the kid that talks with no filter and I really mean it. Sometimes, the thought of me saying something passes and the next time I knew was people called me a liar. Its not their fault but I happened to blurt almost everything including if the thought that happen to pass by. Those thoughts included my hopes, lusts, my future actions and etc. Me blurting out did not stop. Now Im trying to shut my thoughts off when speaking to people because it does not only results me in blurting every string of thoughts that pass by but also randomness hence leading my audience to confusion that can knot into a conclusion of me being a liar.

I know I may not be the only one suffering this but shutting my thoughts off is REALLY HARD. I like and enjoy writing so thinking and observing is what I subconsciously do. Its a norm but I am still trying to change.

My fellow friends please do not let people change you even if its for the good, you must do it whole-heartedly to see the difference and goodluck. xx

akurimaujambu. xx